Synestra, Zachary Caden

[ZACHARY CADEN SYNESTRA]

ZACHARY | CADEN| SYNESTRA
Innocent-Mood and Anxiety-Whore

ALIAS: mikes
AGE: 21
ROLEPLAY EXPERIENCE : like 7 years?
TIME ZONE: Pacific US bitchezz
HOW YOU FOUND US: psh im staffness.

NAME: Zack Synestra
NICKNAMES: Z, Zack
AGE: 20
GENDER: male
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Bisexual
MEMBER GROUP: Personality Disorder / mood and anxiety
ILLNESS: Zack has multiple personalities. One is friendly and naive, one is harsh and overtly sexual, but they are both aware of each other and sorely dislike one another. As a result of the hatred for each other he often finds self inflicted injuries he doesn't recall giving himself.

LIKES:

+Females
+Males
+Art
+Music
+Living things [animals, plants, bugs in particular]

DISLIKES:

Violence
+Reading
+Mexican food
+Restraints
+Awkward silences

HABITS:

+talks to himself
+smokes semi often

QUIRKS:

+paints/draws ANYTHING that interests him, anywhere he can
+Rarely sleeps; nightmares

PERSONALITY:

Zack's typically an all around friendly guy, he smiles a lot and gets along with nearly everyone. Most days. Zack's 'phases' are usually from sleep to sleep, if he wakes up as an asshole, he'll fall asleep an asshole. He hates very little, only himself sparks the real anger. His other side is significantly different. Promiscuous and quick to judge, snappy and a little on the snide side of life. This side of him hates the other, and as if to make the other suffer on his own behalf, Zack's 'dark side' frequently injures himself without fear of facing the repercussions. Zack doesn't mind pain, it just bothers him that he can't remember the things his other side does. The dominant side is the harsh side, and has full memory of everything, but seems to allow the innocence to show itself more often than not.

APPEARANCE:

Zack Isn't tall, but he isn't short. He's average height, 5'9 but he's a little chubbier than he'd like, 175 lbs. He's got a lot of muscle, and has no problems at all with himself or showing it off. Zack's skin is covered in large part by art of his own design, most of it religious symbols and figures. His lips are adorned by a pair of silver rings, his tongue holds a single barbell, and his ears are home to a pair of pea sized gauges.

Zack has the most enchanting green eyes, his father figure used to tease him and say he needed to stop drinking antifreeze. They're a vibrant green, almost eerie, only dimming in the rare phases of depression, or in the angry stages of his shifts.

Zack keeps his hair shortish, but longer than most employers like. It's usually spiked in the back, left alone in the front. He's proud of his soft hair, and never having died it.

As for clothing... Zack is a little unpredictable. It's based on his daily situation. He'll wear anything comfortable, bright colors and dark, jeans and slacks, shorts and the occasional skirt. Zack is a heavy drinker, and he can often be seen wearing the logos of his favorite alcoholic drinks or brands.

HISTORY:

Zachary Caden was born into a wold that clearly didn't want him. All but his mother. Emily Hundt was only 13 when she was brutally abused ad raped by her depressed and alcoholic father. He refused to believe, when he sobered up, that he had done anything wrong. His wife had left him and his newly budding daughter was almost her clone. He refused to acknowledge that he was the father, and because of religion, would not let his daughter get an abortion. As soon as the newborn baby was born, and out of the hospital, Jacob Hundt left him naked and screaming at 2 a.m. on the porch of the nearest religious building. The building happen to be a Buddhist temple, and lucky for Zack it was late summer. After a few hours one of the many monks residing in the temple heard the screaming, and found him.

Adopted and raised in the temple, Zack was named after the monk who'd found him, Caden Synestra. Caden had never been allowed to have children, due to his faith, and looked on Zack as his gift from Buddha. Zack was raised well, he was a very happy and energetic child, His wild mood swings were not much a problem in such an enclosed environment. He had a hard time making friends, because people knew he lived in a temple and was adopted and he was deemed the 'weird kid'. His 'father' was indian, and Zack white as snow. It was clear. Zack grew a tough shell to harsh words, and at the odd times his stronger personality took over, he'd return them, and that's why they no longer bother him. He's pretty smart, but hides it well, he managed to skip a full grade and almost another, but was just below the mark for another early graduation, that and he attacked the principal for calling him a psycho. He had a very close knit group of friends, none of them were particularly popular, they chose as a group to move and maintain their friendship, and see if they could take their music into a more rewarding place. Throughout school, Zack was never a sexual person, that he's aware of. His dominant side however slept around a little and loved the attention, but the aftermath often confused Zack and he ignored it. This is part of the reason he never had a girlfriend or boyfriend. Zack grew to love art, to express himself through it, and to use it as a part of his life. It calms his raging side and keeps his serene side at peace. He loves to draw and doodle, and the designs on his body are of his own hand. He strives to become the worlds' first physical artist, to prove to everyone that art can be pure and beautiful on a person as well as a canvas. He's a walking, talking, art exhibit. Zack is very much in love with the monks and the temple that took him in, he knows he was abandoned, and he takes a trip to the temple once every other week to see his 'family'. Or at least he used to. His friends often confronted him on his disorder, but he never understood until the most recent time. He was in denial, and his enraged self attacked Matt and Wyn upon learning they planned to commit him. He didn't do much damage to either of the older men, but when he realized what he'd done he believed them, and gave them permission to commit him.

NEVER.